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1、第一章都市的吸引流浪队伍中的独身女Chapter1TheMagnetAttracting一Awaifamidforces十八岁的嘉莉妹妹,带着那个年龄特有的聪明伶俐、腼腆羞涩和基于年轻与无知而产生的憧憬和幻想,登上了午后发往芝加哥的列车。她的行李略显单薄,除了交付托运的小箱子外,她随身只带有仿鳄皮的手提包,里面装着零星的梳妆用品、一纸盒聊以充饥的小点心和黄色的钱包,钱包里边有车票、姐姐家的地址和四块钱现金。她跟母亲吻别时泪如泉涌;当列车驶过父亲做工的面粉厂时,她的喉头有些哽咽;周围的绿色田野包裹着熟悉的村落在她眼前渐渐消逝,激起她伤心的叹息。她凝视着窗外,静静地沉思着,自小就听说过的芝加哥到底
2、是什么样子?虽然在那个大城市,人们都很富裕,到处熙熙攘攘、五光十色,但大城市也充满了狡诈和诱惑,那种巨大的诱人力量,以优雅的形式强烈展现着,往往使天真简单的人思想松懈、意志薄弱,最终堕入歧途。嘉莉妹妹的智力尚未成熟,关心个人的得失是她性格的主要特征。虽然处于青春期,还没有发育完全,但她的秀美资质仍掩盖不住地展现了出来一楚楚动人的身段、透着聪颖的眼睛,俨然是漂亮少女的典范。嘉莉妹妹不喜欢读书,对知识亳无兴趣,也没有学会搔首弄姿,而且走路姿势欠佳,总之她那天赋的绰约风姿还有待于充分发挥。耳边忽然响起了男人的声音,这使她忐忑不安。她早已意识到有人在端详她的一头秀发,如今他主动套近乎,本能的矜持和拘束
3、被对方的吸引力所击溃,她竟然接起了话头。对方发现没有被拒绝,就开始滔滔不绝地神侃起来,谈论着眼前这一块所谓的旅游胜地。嘉莉妹妹偷偷看了看这个男人:他面颊饱满红润,嘴边有两撇小胡子,穿着时髦而干净,手上戴着好几枚戒指,口袋外垂着精致的金表链,脚上蹬着锂亮的皮鞋。这是个替厂家到各地兜揽生意的“据客”,也许他更适合“小白脸”这样的称呼,因为他常常以自己的衣着装扮和举止谈吐博取年轻女性的好感。对于这类人来说,漂亮的衣饰是最重要的,否则寸步难行,其次是对女性有强烈的欲望,而惯用的手法是大胆地献媚和取悦对方。如此衣冠楚楚的人一个劲儿地献殷勤,这让嘉莉妹妹不禁有些得意洋洋。他问她是不是要在芝加哥久住,嘉莉妹
4、妹担心自己很难落脚,便没有给出肯定的答复。他信手掏出一张精美的名片,左下角印着查理赫杜鲁埃,又取出一封印有地图的公司信封,告诉她自己公司的所在地。经过了这一番接触,他们彼此之间显得不再那么生疏了,嘉莉妹妹的举止言谈也不再拘谨了,而杜鲁埃始终掌握着交谈主题的主动权,说起话来也更加从容自在了。列车驶进了阴暗的大车棚下,芝加哥车站到了。嘉莉妹妹拒绝了杜鲁埃帮忙提包的请求,礼貌地与他握手告别,随后被下车的旅客们簇拥到车厢门口,这时一个瘦长脸儿、衣着普通的女人急匆匆地朝她赶了过来,是姐姐来接她了。姐姐整日上班干活,显现出阅尽世间沧桑的艰辛神色。在例行的拥抱寒暄之后,嘉莉妹妹瞥见远处杜鲁埃投来的微笑和转身
5、而去的背影,这时候,她突然感到了一阵孤独袭来。y!henCarolineMeeberboardedtheafternoontrainforChicago,hertotaloutfitconsistedofasmalltrunk,acheapimitationalligator-skinsatchel,asmalllunchinapaperbox,andayellowleathersnappurse,containingherticket,ascrapofpaperwithhersister,saddressinVanBurenStreet,andfourdollarsinmoney.Itwas
6、inAugust,1889.Shewaseighteenyearsofage,bright,timid,andfulloftheillusionsofignoranceandyouth.Whatevertouchofregretatpartingcharacterisedherthoughts,itwascertainlynotforadvantagesnowbeinggivenup.Agushoftearsathermothersfarewellkiss,atouchinherthroatwhenthecarsclackedbytheflourmillwhereherfatherworked
7、bytheday,apatheticsighasthefamiliargreenenvironsofthevillagepassedinreview,andthethreadswhichboundhersolightlytogirlhoodandhomewereirretrievablybroken.Tobesuretherewasalwaysthenextstation,whereonemightdescendandreturn.Therewasthegreatcity,boundmorecloselybytheseverytrainswhichcameupdaily.ColumbiaCit
8、ywasnotsoveryfaraway,evenonceshewasinChicago.What,pray,isafewhoursafewhundredmiles?Shelookedatthelittleslipbearinghersistersaddressandwondered.Shegazedatthegreenlandscape,nowpassinginswiftreview,untilherswifterthoughtsreplaceditsimpressionwithvagueconjecturesofwhatChicagomightbe.Whenagirlleavesherho
9、meateighteen,shedoesoneoftwothings.Eithershefallsintosavinghandsandbecomesbetter,orsherapidlyassumesthecosmopolitanstandardofvirtueandbecomesworse.Ofanintermediatebalance,underthecircumstances,thereisnopossibility.Thecityhasitscunningwiles,nolessthantheinfinitelysmallerandmorehumantempter.Therearela
10、rgeforceswhichallurewithallthesoulfulnessofexpressionpossibleinthemostculturedhuman.Thegleamofathousandlightsisoftenaseffectiveasthepersuasivelightinawooingandfascinatingeye.Halftheundoingoftheunsophisticatedandnaturalmindisaccomplishedbyforceswhollysuperhuman.Ablareofsound,aroaroflife,avastarrayofh
11、umanhives,appealtotheastonishedsensesinequivocalterms.Withoutacounsellorathandtowhispercautiousinterpretations,whatfalsehoodsmaynotthesethingsbreatheintotheunguardedear!Unrecognisedforwhattheyare,theirbeauty,likemusic,toooftenrelaxes,thenweakens,thenpervertsthesimplerhumanperceptions.Caroline,orSist
12、erCarrie,asshehadbeenhalfaffectionatelytermedbythefamily,waspossessedofamindrudimentaryinitspowerofobservationandanalysis.Self-interestwithherwashigh,butnotstrong.Itwas,nevertheless,herguidingcharacteristic.Warmwiththefanciesofyouth,prettywiththeinsipidprettinessoftheformativeperiod,possessedofafigu
13、repromisingeventualshapelinessandaneyealightwithcertainnativeintelligence,shewasafairexampleofthemiddleAmericanclasstwogenerationsremovedfromtheemigrant.Bookswerebeyondherinterest一knowledgeasealedbook.Intheintuitivegracesshewasstillcrude.Shecouldscarcelytossherheadgracefully.Herhandswerealmostineffe
14、ctual.Thefeet,thoughsmall,weresetflatly.Andyetshewasinterestedinhercharms,quicktounderstandthekeenerpleasuresoflife,ambitioustogaininmaterialthings.Ahalf-equippedlittleknightshewas,venturingtoreconnoitrethemysteriouscityanddreamingwilddreamsofsomevague,far-offsupremacy,whichshouldmakeitpreyandsubjec
15、ttheproperpenitent,grovellingatawomansslipper.“That,“saidavoiceinherear,“isoneoftheprettiestlittleresortsinWisconsin.”“Isit?”sheanswerednervously.ThetrainwasjustpullingoutofWaukesha.Forsometimeshehadbeenconsciousofamanbehind.Shefelthimobservinghermassofhair.Hehadbeenfidgetting,andwithnaturalintuitio
16、nshefeltacertaininterestgrowinginthatquarter.Hermaidenlyreserve,andacertainsenseofwhatwasconventionalunderthecircumstances,calledhertoforestallanddenythisfamiliarity,butthedaringandmagnetismoftheindividual,bomofpastexperiencesandtriumphs,prevailed.Sheanswered.Heleanedforwardtoputhiselbowsuponthebackofherseatandproceededtomakehimselfvolublyagreeable.“Yes,thatisagreatresortforChicagopeople.Thehotelsareswell.Youarenotfamiliarwitht